The worst two weeks of the month. For all those who haven't gotten it, I am biologically female, so I still get the unholiest of all damnnations... the period. But I don't really get angry and bitchy leading up to this curse, I just get... thoughtful. And thoughtful for me means rethinking things like morals, friendship, sexuality, and the most dangerous of all, my gender.

I have unofficially named my self gender-fluid, which means that I don't give a shit which gender I am. I'm happy to be who I am and whoever I feel I need to be. But lately, I've been thinking that that's not really enough. I need a more... set in stone point of view.

You see, when I explain myself to other people (or even to myself when I'm trying to figure myself out) I feel like I'm the epitome of indecision. I'm a pan-sexual gender-fluid. It's like I'm too indecisive (or probably too co-dependent) to even decide fully on one gender or the other! Or one sexuality or the other! It really is confusing and really... just... tiring.

On top of that, I'm also very prone to change. It's really hard for me to stay the same for a long period of time. I like to have a different hair cut or style every couple of months or so, my clothing style changes on a regular basis... even my way of thinking changes drastically every now and again.

It's confusing, tiring, and very, very annoying.

I just wanted to get that out. I don't care who reads it because I doubt anyone will XD but whatever.

OH! And I'm planning on taking the family computer (or walking down to the library) and writing you all a quick Halloween themed story. Just to let y'all know ^_-

Thanks for reading!

-Chibi